[ good point; clarke definitely wouldn't be her first choice to confide in, if this was a finn-type situation.
as it is, these dom/sub contracts are rather tricky with the stipulation that dominants can have multiple subs, but subs are to be contracted only to one. ] Have you guys talked more about it? What did he say?
The thing that hurt the most with Finn was that he was all I had, and he couldn't just tell me.
Do you think I'm making the same mistake? [Yeah, she's talking to her about this. Raven knows Murphy isn't Finn. She knows Johanna isn't Clarke. There's a lot more complicated societal laws here, and she knows that the contract can mean as much or as little as people want it.
She just can't take putting her trust in someone again for them to cast her aside like that. It took too long to try and get over her baggage to get with Wick, and now she feels almost vindicated in not trusting people. Maybe she shouldn't have put, so much into the idea of contracting with Murphy. And now she's kicking herself for it.]
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[She wants camaraderie here.]
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as it is, these dom/sub contracts are rather tricky with the stipulation that dominants can have multiple subs, but subs are to be contracted only to one. ] Have you guys talked more about it? What did he say?
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No shit.
The thing that hurt the most with Finn was that he was all I had, and he couldn't just tell me.
Do you think I'm making the same mistake? [Yeah, she's talking to her about this. Raven knows Murphy isn't Finn. She knows Johanna isn't Clarke. There's a lot more complicated societal laws here, and she knows that the contract can mean as much or as little as people want it.
She just can't take putting her trust in someone again for them to cast her aside like that. It took too long to try and get over her baggage to get with Wick, and now she feels almost vindicated in not trusting people. Maybe she shouldn't have put, so much into the idea of contracting with Murphy. And now she's kicking herself for it.]